For your consideration.

So this cracked me up on Pinterest today. I mean I doubled over laughing, and then I realized... He is doing better than me. I have never signed up for a 5k or any race for that matter. Maybe that is something I should do. Even if I just walk it, it will be for a good cause, and can't hurt my weight loss goals! Something to consider doing in the near future.

So I finally made those cilantro lime tilapia tacos. I forgot to mention how delicious they were. I also ended up having a ton of black beans and corn left over, so I made a leftover concoction and added some tofu, taco seasoning, diced tomatos and green beans (just because) and ended up with a Delicious chili! The only problem is I have no idea how many calories are in it because I have no idea what a "serving size would be". I suppose I could add up all the calories and then divide it by how many servings I get out of it, but that seems too easy... I am not a math person by trade.

I brought some for lunch today, and I am planning to go out to dinner with friends tonight and have my free meal. I am scared though. What if this meal derails all the success I had last week. I also have my free day planned for Saturday but I am not sure how well that will go. I am supposed to eat a donut from Krispy Kreme on Saturday as part of the scavenger hunt/ dare challenge, but I know how long I will have to work out in the gym to cover it, so I will make sure I work out hard Thursday, Friday and Sunday to compensate for the bad days. I know I should not have so much anxiety about free meals and days and such, but I can't help it. That first week only losing .5 pounds was traumatizing. I don't want to let my team down. I am far to competitive, really but I also like seeing the results. I have had people comment that I look thinner, and that whatever I am doing is working. Plus the energy I have is amazing.

I am going to leave trivia tonight and go home and get in my workout and shower before bed, I don't want to miss out. I may try to do a small short workout video before I leave for trivia with friends but I have no idea how much time I will need to dress up for afterward. Ohhh dear. So much social anxiety. Sometimes I think life would be easier if I was just a friendless hermit who did nothing and stayed at home to work out, but between family, friends and overtime at work, I will never have a free evening. NEVER!